I Found Myself

I'll find myself.

I'll find myself wrapped in a temporary blanket.

Ready for the first hug.

I'll be in life

I'll be crying.

I'll feel new

For the first time.

I'll find myself.

I'll find myself wrecked on the pavement.

Ready for the next ride.

I'll be in pain.

I'll be in regret.

I'll feel alive

For one second.

I'll find myself

I'll find myself, heartbroken on the floor.

Ready for the first, final knife

I'll be naive.

I'll be hurt.

I'll feel turmoil

For the length of a show.

I'll find myself.

I'll find myself driving out of state.

Ready for a new adventure

I'll be brave.

I'll be scared.

I'll feel independent

For the first time.

I'll find myself.

I'll find myself at the bottom of a bottle.

Ready for the dark to end.

I'll be sick.

I'll be hated.

I'll feel remorse

For two seconds.

I'll find myself.

I'll find myself in a position of responsibility.

Ready for the one.

I'll be patient.

I'll be impatient.

I'll feel annoyed

For the billionth time.

I've found myself.

I've found myself at the top of myself.

Knowing my purpose.

I am strong.

I am ready.

I'll feel loved

For as long as I'll have me.